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"You don't have to be like a romeo or budak-terlebih-gula in order to take one's heart"


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The Script

there is something behind the headphone . so do this young ladies .
xxx
life not once. but twice. dunia dan akhirat . for sure .
aku mungkin tak dipandang mereka. tapi. mari sini pandang aku .
bagi aku, ilmu itu terlalu tinggi untuk di abaikan. kau tak rasa ?
jangan rasa luar alam bila aku borak dengan member tahap tak ingat dunia tapi dengan kau, becakap dengan cermin, makhluk asing .
oh percayalah . i never trust people for just short in 5 minutes .
xxx
Nurul dan Chae. just a piece of transaction of life .
hidup ni bukan hanya mengejar cinta dan keseronokkan.
tapi tuhan dan ilmu mesti jadi wishlist yang paling teratas. the rest ? just history :)

Wanna Scream?





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TINTA 13




Angin yang bertiup langsung tak membantu. Diam. Kelu. Buat gaya telepati bercakap dalam hati. Envelop yang terbuka dibiar tak terusik.

“ Jerman ? “ Cha’e buat-buat senyum. Senyum plastic yang sumpah hipokrit.

Adam sekadar mengangguk dua tiga kali. Tekak rasa perit , apatah lagi hati. Will you miss me huh??

Cha’e hela nafas. Kenapa rasa macam kehilangan? Separuh jiwaku pergi ea? Duhh. . bala . “ Do take care. “  

“ I will. . “

“ So do your iman. .”

“ Yo’e “ Adam tenung Cha’e . Rasa macam nak hentak kepala laju-laju bila tengok muka Cha’e yang langsung tak ada perisa. “ Do miss me. .”

Cha’e senyum sumbing. “ Itu arahan or what? “

“ More to arahan . What do you expect from me la madam. “

Cha’e geleng kepala. Dasar mafia. Heartless ! 
Adam buka bangle yang terletak elok dekat lengan. “ Keep this. “ bangle dihulur.

Cha’e tongkat dagu. “  Rasuah heh? “

Adam ketap bibir. Terasa kebas seluruh badan. Ego terpaksa campak jauh-jauh. Do it ;or else, you die. “ Ini tanda I’ll always there for you “

“W-H-Y?” Cha’e angakt kening . Tangan menyambut bangle yang dihulur. Terasa sebak macam baru lepas kena tinggal laki .

“ Aku sayang kau . “

Sudden attack. Jantung rasa dah tercabut, tercampak entah celah mana. Gravity please pull me back to the ground !!!


x x x x x x



Freeze .


Mata tak berkelip pandang depan. Badan terasa kaku. Drumstick dipegang erat.  Nurul? You’re here. At last.  Kimi pejam mata, menyanyi ikut rentak muzika. Masuk dalam dunia sendiri. Lagu ni, sepenuh hati aku nyanyi untuk kau.


i wish upon a star i wonder where you are
i wish you're coming back to me again
and everything's the same like it used to be


Its almost 1 month kita lost. I miss the way we talk, I miss the way we smile. I do really missin’ you.


i don't know which way to choose
how can i find a way to go on
i don't know if i can go on without you oh


If and only if you know how burst I am here without you dude. It’s freakin’ crazy. . dying, dying I’m dying here.


even if my heart's still beating just for you
i really know you are not feeling like i do
and even if the sun is shining over me
how come i still freeze?
no one ever sees no one feels the pain
i shed teardrops in the rain


It feels so worst. So unreal. Just why? Why? Why? We have to end up like this?


Kepala lutut terasa longgar, anytime boleh pengsan tengah-tengah crowd. Suara yang kedengaran , mendayu-dayu, semacam penuh pengharapan.  I’m sory . Suara halus bergetar hebat dalam hati. Nurul mengundur perlahan-lahan, setapak dua kebelakang.

 Kimi kaget . Mata  merenung Nurul yang cuba melangkah pergi. “ Please don’t go. Stay. !” Keadaan tiba-tiba jadi senyap. Semua mata tertumpu kearah kimi.

 Sayup-sayup kedengaran suara Kimi menerusi speaker. Nurul tak toleh belakang, terus berlari keluar.  Langsung tak ambil peduli segala macam benda yang jadi.  Rasa sebak. Sedih. Haru.



i don't know which way to choose
how can i find a way to go on
i don't know if i can go on without you .

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