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The Script

there is something behind the headphone . so do this young ladies .
xxx
life not once. but twice. dunia dan akhirat . for sure .
aku mungkin tak dipandang mereka. tapi. mari sini pandang aku .
bagi aku, ilmu itu terlalu tinggi untuk di abaikan. kau tak rasa ?
jangan rasa luar alam bila aku borak dengan member tahap tak ingat dunia tapi dengan kau, becakap dengan cermin, makhluk asing .
oh percayalah . i never trust people for just short in 5 minutes .
xxx
Nurul dan Chae. just a piece of transaction of life .
hidup ni bukan hanya mengejar cinta dan keseronokkan.
tapi tuhan dan ilmu mesti jadi wishlist yang paling teratas. the rest ? just history :)

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TINTA 15



KLIA sesak , hingar-bingar semacam huru-hara. Adam mengerling jam tangan , 10 minit before masuk waiting hall. Mata meliar mencari sana sini. Hati rasa lunyai, tapi cuba yakinkan diri. She will come, yes, she will. Adam duduk sambil tangan memeluk tubuh. Ohana semua dah bertolak balik, bigboss ada meeting penting. Adam meraup muka,  kalau boleh before fly ke bumi Jerman, dia nak jumpa Cha’e. Cha’e yang cold-hearted, muka tak ada perisa, keras hati dan si pencuri jiwa.

Kedengaran announcement menerusi speaker, passengers flight MH5630 diminta masuk ke waiting hall. Adam geleng kepala. Jerman dengan Malaysia bukan macam Muar to Melaka. Cha’e anggap dia orang biasa, maybe. Adam melangkah pergi , langsung tak toleh belakang. It just too late. . .

“ Adam wait !!! “

Adam terhenti, direct pusing 360 darjah menala tuan punya suara. Cha’e tercungap-cungap. Perut terasa senak gara-gara lari macam tak cukup tanah.

“ You’re late . .” Adam buat muka stone. Acting cool tapi actually perasaan tu macam mati hidup kembali.

 “ Traffic jam . .”  

Adam senyum “ At least you’re here”

“ Yeahh sounds like I’m the most important makhluk for you la pulakk. . .” Cha’e sengih sumbing .

“And it’s damn true. “

“ Ohohh okeyy okeyy . .” Cha’e terasa insecure. Is it because of perasaan bahagia or what bila Adam merapu macam tu? Bloody hell.  Duhh.

Berdiri tengah-tengah crowd macam ni, gaya entah hapa-hapa. Masing-masing cuba simpan emosi dalam hati.  

“ Its time for me to go. .”

“ Do take care. .”

“ I’ll miss Malaysia. .”

Cha’e tahan segala rasa. 

“ Missin’ Jerman too . . “

Adam senyum. At least . . .

“ Kau ada dekat sini . . “ Adam tunjuk kepala.

“ And here. .” tangan dilekap ke dada.

Cha’e tergelak. “ Hailaaa. .mr.saxobeat you’re the sweet talker . booo ! “

“ one. .four . . three. . .” bow. Adam tunduk hormat.

“ Forget me not .”
 

x x x x x x



Nurul hela nafas. Sakit telinga kena bebel Cha’e semalam. Cha’e dengan aura membunuh, Nurul senyap landing atas katil.

“ What have you done?”

“ Go and say sorry. . “

“ Just what’s up with you duhhhhhh . .”

Bukan sengaja sakitkan hati Kimi . But lelaki ey, what do you expact? Talk is cheap apa. .well said .
Langkah kaki diatur lambat. Nak tak nak dia terpacak juga depan Red Jamming House. Teringat segala bagai cerita dekat situ. Nurul geleng kepala. God please help me. . .

“ Nurul? “

Nurul pusing belakang. Lambat-lambat sebab dia tahu itu suara Kimi. Kimi sengetkan kepala. She’s here hmmph. . .

“ Aku. . no. .no. .i mean saya . .err.. “ Nurul gelabah sendiri. Ikutkan memang rasa nak pecut dari situ. Bengang . Malu. Entah hapa-hapa.

“ Walk with me will yahh? “ Kimi bersuara. Cuba buang perasaan awkward yang ada.

“ Sure. . “


. . . . . . .


“ Throw je apa yang awak simpan. .” Kimi bersuara. Nurul yang berjalan disebelah kiri masih diam.

“ It’s okey. .take your time .”

Nurul pandang depan. Should I say sorry? Or hye apa khabar? Or hey kimi saya rindu awak ? chessy. .ini memang bala.

“ How’s your soul? “ Nurul pejam mata. Rasa nak hentak kepala. .soalan jenis apa tu? Duhh. .rubbish!
Kimi angkat bahu.

“ You know the answer. . “

“ worst? “

“ Maybe more. . “

Nurul gigit bibir. .Okey ini semua sebab aku. .

sory. . “

“ Please jangan buat macam tu lagi. .” Kimi berhenti . Mata pandang Nurul yang serabut.

Nurul toleh kanan. Tengok kimi dengan muka serious gaya tak boleh blah. “ Nak makan ice-cram? “

Kimi kerut dahi. Makan ice-cream? Heh. .sweet.

Ketawa pecah. Yeahhh happy tu ada kalau dengan kau.

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