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The Script

there is something behind the headphone . so do this young ladies .
xxx
life not once. but twice. dunia dan akhirat . for sure .
aku mungkin tak dipandang mereka. tapi. mari sini pandang aku .
bagi aku, ilmu itu terlalu tinggi untuk di abaikan. kau tak rasa ?
jangan rasa luar alam bila aku borak dengan member tahap tak ingat dunia tapi dengan kau, becakap dengan cermin, makhluk asing .
oh percayalah . i never trust people for just short in 5 minutes .
xxx
Nurul dan Chae. just a piece of transaction of life .
hidup ni bukan hanya mengejar cinta dan keseronokkan.
tapi tuhan dan ilmu mesti jadi wishlist yang paling teratas. the rest ? just history :)

Wanna Scream?




OLDEST? NEWEST?
Checkmate .


Sometimes kita tak pernah tahu kenapa ada someone yang suka kita--
Apa sebenarnya dorang nak dekat kita?--
Tiap kali ada gegelung udara bergerak dekat keliling kepala, satu perkataan itu, 'kenapa?'

Wawa pandang kebawah.
 kaki bergerak ikut detik jam dinding besar di sisi dewan pembedahan.
Feeling like wanna cry, tapi hati gagah cakap jangan. 
Setiap lima saat, mata akan pandang dekat dashboard pintu masuk dewan, perhati list nama keluar, menandakan pembedahan berjaya.


Hati tak putus-putus baca ayat Kursi. hanya itu yang mampu terkeluar. hanya itu yang jadi penguat.
Oh Allah, selamatkan lah ibuku.


sunyi. 
Bunyi derap kasut orang berjalan boleh dengar. someone comes to check in through dewan pembedahan.

Mata memandang sekilas, 
perhati Wawa dari jauh,
 masih seorang, masih berpeluk tubuh, masih tutup muka guna sweater. 
guess what Wawa buat? shacking like hell.

--
Kita takkan pernah rasa bersyukur, unless someone yang kita paling sayang jadi taruhan. Checkmate. then u know what is the meaning of thankful.

*****
Katil beroda perlahan ditolak. Mengiringi nurse dengan muka tenang.
One word, Alhamdulillah. Operation went well.


Shift malam mungkin agak seronok. tapi bukan untuk seorang doctor. They got a mission.
 I mean he got a misson, to treat his patient well, like what they had been pledge before.


Pen dicapai dari kocek coat baju. Review balik fail dekat sisi katil sebelah patient.
esok pagi patient ni akan kena bedah dekat her left breast.
What will be her fate less than 24 hours? Only God know.
Spek mata ditolak ke depan. Fokus.
Meanwhile kaki terdengar ada orang berjalan. 'eh?'

perhati jam di tangan, almost 3 in the morning.

bunyi derapan kaki makin dekat. Wawa pegang termos sambil tangan kiri mebetulkan hoodie dengan headphone warna putih.

 got it. 
The doctor smile.


*****
" Assalamualaikum warahmatullah. Assalamualaikum warahmatullah " 
Wawa tadah tangan mohon doa. 
Solat subuh done. 
bentang kain batik tepi sisi katil ibu, dan solat. Surau dengan wad ibu memang jauhnya macam Kota Kinabalu dengan Johor kan? ceh!

Sudden attack, langsir  tepi katil dibuka.
 "Assalamualaikum puan, hows ur condition right now?"

kau tahu Wawa tengah buat apa time tu? on the way to bukak kain telekung yang serious on-the-way.
Dan sekarang, Wawa dah macam hantu ju-on yang nak makan budak hampir satu badan berselubung dengan kain putih . Sengal ==' 
what? the doctor? senyum sumbing . heh.


--
she like to be independent. but its doesn't mean she is ignorance. She like to be alone. but its doesn't mean she is quite. No.


Pintu lif terbuka luas. 

Ada seseorang tengah berdiri di tepi belah kiri.
Pakai spek mata, 
coat putih, 
jam jenama orient, 
pen selit dikiri kocek.

 Wawa? pasang headphone atas kepala. kali ini bukan hoodie, tapi snow cap.
 like Malaysia is having a snow eh? Lol.
 Tangan tekan punat ground floor. Aim canteen beli nasi goreng ayam. fuh lapar.

'Tingg!'

" Excuse me?" eh, doctor tu bersuara!
 but its too bad, kaki Wawa lagi laju compare to velocity suara doctor keluar dari mulut.
 Yeah, Wawa dah berjalan dulu keluar dari lift. boO to doctor.



*****
Pejam celik, who know, almost 2 weeks Wawa dekat hospital, temankan ibu operation.
 Thanks God, its on her semester holiday. Yet, Allah had already plan well. so who we want to deny any? just say Alhamdulillah. Praise.



" You! Yes you "

Wawa pandang sekilas. 
Beg roda yang ditarik diberhentikan sekejap. 

Ibu dan ayah tengah tunggu dalam kereta--
Ceritanya beg Wawa tertinggal di wad and she come back to the ward and on the way to reach the parking load.

lagi sekali suara tu.

" eh you , girl " 
                                                                                                                                             
" yes? " Wawa tarik beg roda dekat dengan suara tu.

Doctor diam. membetulkan tali leher.

Wawa dah datang dekat. Kedengaran suara kanak-kanak ketawa riang gembira ye. Lokasi sekarang, tepi playground. -.-

" Your mum already sign out from ward?"

" ha'ah. We gotta back now. Why doc? is anything left or something about my mum?"

" no. but  its about you "

" eh? excuse me? "

" do you have someone?"

" somoene? someone  what?"

"someone. boy i mean?"

"what boy? no why?"

"do you want me to be him?"

"WHA.. WHATT?"

"marry me"

Headphone Wawa dari telinga jatuh ke leher. Nametag doctor masih sempat dibaca dalam situasi gawat.

"S-a-i-f   D-a-n-n-i-a-l"



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mungkin kita tak tahu langsung why-on-earth orang tu suka kita. i mean do we give something good to him or what? Actually we do not need to do so. Tapi dengan tengok kelakuan kau sendiri dari jauh boleh buat someone terjelepuk. Deadmeat Wawa! (:

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